I'm sorry for not writing anything in the past months...a lot of changes occured in my life.
I recruited to the army and soon it would be 2 months being there. And I feel miserable there.
Now, don't get me wrong, I come back home every weekend, but every time I come back...My happieness drains out automatically and all I'm feeling there is trapped and lonely. It's just not for me! I get pissed off there very easily because of the society which surrounds me (Not everyone, some are very nice but some...every time you see them you just want to shoot them). You're not alone all the time, which drives me crazy and hence it affects my health. I have this weird itchy rash every time I come back, thus I'm barely sleeping well (Thank you loud snoring backstabber whom can't do anything because your leg 'hurts' and you 'can't' clean because of that!), I even had sleep paralysis one night! (It was scary at first...now I laugh about it because the scary thing was the main sergent approaching me x'D ).
But for the brighter note I passed the hardest month in the worst base *Where I got immediately sent to urgent care to the hospital in the last week because the 'nurse' chemically burned my arm and the commander didn't let me see the doctor that day because 'the goo which came out of the wound is good' * (But I'm fine, I just couldn't move my arm for a few days). Hey, I gained a few good friends, one of them is pretty cool! We hanged out most of the time together and sang a lot (Do you hear the people sing? Singing the song of angry men! It's the music of the people who will never be slaves again! *Irony* ).
Now I'm in a better base, because I'm attending a course *For a useless job*. I'm finishing it in less than 2 weeks and then I'm going to be sent to the base where I'll work with my *pfft* 'proffesion'. (Hope they'll agree to sent me to that good base where my friend is!)
Well that's it for now! I'm working on other stuff and a cosplay which I'll finish in a few months! It looks really cool for a good start!